
If you have read before, my hubby has been deployed to Iraq for 15 months and only saw him for 18 days in July. Unfortunately, we were so busy that our alone time didn't happen. So now this time we are not traveling home, but spending time in Maui for our honeymoon that is almost 2 years late. Then there will be touristy stuff, cooking together, lots of sex, trying to get pregnant and just being a couple again.
I am upset because my "time of the month" was due last Thurs, but no it had to wait til today so when he comes home in the morning I am not up to par. I know that he doesn't really mind and the hot passionate sex will happen, but I had a mental image of our first time together. I am just disappointed that I cannot be that girl that does exactly 28 days. Nope it shows up when it wants to usually within 3 or 4 days. I didn't want to feel conscientious about anything, but now this will be around. You know that when a big event, homecoming, party or something happens we get an idea of how the whole thing will go down. What we will wear, how we will greet the people, even some times what we will say...now I am just going to wing it. I have a pink dress and heels to wear, but it seems weird to do it at 8:30am instead of an afternoon or night. He has been up for 2 days so we will get to take a nap after making love and then I will redress for the day. Even that didn't go as planned.
I am not certainly not complaining about seeing MK for sure, I love him and missed him more than anyone in my life BUT I had a dream! ;( Wish me luck, and you will hear an update about it in a few days. I will not be on here much this week, so stay tuned for more later.

Dreams are kind of like fantasies for me... better left in that state of mind. Reality is REAL... and ever so much better without the pressure of expectations that dreams and fantasies can cause.
ReplyDeleteHave a GREAT time, just being together, finding your way together again. Be kind to yourself, and to him... you've been apart so long that it will take time to find that perfect place where you both meet in the middle once again!
Big happy hugs for you both!
At least he is there with YOU...for eternity now. :)
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